WHEN THE SUN WENT DOWN

WHEN THE SUN WENT DOWN, SEPT 14 2004

I REALISE I NEVER DID ANYTHING RIGHT...

AND WHEN I DID SOMETHING RIGHT

IT'S TO LATE FOR ME TO CATCH UP

I AWOKE AT NIGHT

AND FIND YOU STILL GONE...

TO THE WORDS OF A SONG.

I AWOKE AT NIGHT

TO ALL THAT I HEAR...

I AWOKE AT NIGHT

TO FIND YOU STILL NEAR.

FOR YESTERDAYS ARE NOT GONE...

AND TOMMORROWS WILL FOLLOW THE NIGHT,

BUT THE MEMORIES I'LL TREASURE...

WITH KNOWING YOU'RE ALRIGHT.

FOR TODAY I TRULY AWOKE

TO KNOWING THAT YOU ARE

AND FOREVER WILL BE

"WITH ME"

AND I PROMISE WON'T LET YOU DOWN...

I WON'T STOP IN A DOUBT

THANKS FOR EVERYTHING..

YOU'RE THE BEST I'VE EVER HAD

NOW THERE WOULD BE

NO MORE SUN LIKE YOU

BUT I ALWAYS HAVE YOU

IN MY HEART...

TAKE CARE ...,

CLOSE YOUR EYES SUN,

YOU GOT MY PROMISE...

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End of The Road

This is what happened in Kuningan Jakarta, around the australian embassy

Friday I am Hanging around at Patan's place , playing pools with others. Much fun.. and then go to vicky's place with zen,petrix,sigit. Zen wanna discus about the postfix mail so.. we go to Tebet.
Arrived at 9.00 pm maybe, and then leave vicky's place at 03.00 am, really tired.. but lots of fun and knowledge...
Nice Screen programs, I got that from vicky... thanks alot bro..

Right now, I am having a common cold arghhhhhhhhhh................ I hate it...

Do you know how does it feels, when u realize that some one u love for the rest of your life would be gone for ever and never comes back ?!
I am waiting the angel of Death .... and I wanna show him my middle finger to him ( f**k YOU !!) so he won't do that "things"

Thats all, I Got nothin to say anymore... I am to tired to write or think..

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Tired with the System

Pay attention to us!
The systems of public education that are currently in place around the world are not for us. They are not structured to meet our needs and the challenges of the future. We would say the same about most of the private and religious schools as well. We speak here of both the physical configuration and also the emotional and mental climates of the schools. They serve us not. They are rampant with emotions and devoid of Spirit.

We do not function well in the huge schools and large classes. And when we must move from class to class all day, it is very disrupting to our patterns of learning. We become over-stimulated and edgy by all the commotion and cacophony of vibrations playing out around us. Though we may appear calm on the outside, that is merely a facade, a mask we put on so we can interact with others.

We cannot learn in this environment. Our needs are best met in small groups with a capable teacher who will be there for us, who can interact with us one on one, who can guide us successfully through our inner turmoil. We learn very quickly in a compatible setting and wish to progress as rapidly as we can. As we become a greater and greater percentage of the population, more and more of us will prefer to be home schooled. Here our environment is familiar and we feel safe. We look at your history and are intrigued with the salons of Plato and Socrates. Many of us would like to try that way of learning.


I am tired following the system, It wont work on me... I hate those system.. they wont understand me... they dont know about me and I really hate them... damned..
I am tired... really f*****g tired... , why me... why not somebody else... Do I have to redirect the next Generation.. ?!, where... ? why .. ? I dont even know , where I am movin to...

My Moods: really sad.. full of anger... Tears drop from my heart and its really hurts...

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What is an indigo Child?

As a summary, here are the ten attributes that best describe this new kind of child, the Indigo Child (named by those who predicted it).

• They come into the world with a feeling of royalty (and often act like it)
• They have a feeling of "deserving to be here," and are surprised when others don't share that.
• Self-worth is not a big issue. They often tell the parents "who they are."
• They have difficulty with absolute authority (authority without explanation or choice).
• They simply will not do certain things; for example, waiting in line is difficult for them.
• They get frustrated with systems that are ritually oriented and don't require creative thought.
• They often see better ways of doing things, both at home and in school, which makes them seem like "system busters" (nonconforming to any system).
• They seem antisocial unless they are with their own kind. If there are no others of like consciousness around them, they often turn inward, feeling like no other human understands them. School is often extremely difficult for them socially.
• They will not respond to "guilt" discipline ("Wait till your father gets home and finds out what you did").
• They are not shy in letting you know what they need.

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"There are so many things I would like to explain to you, so many wonders, so many incredible and exciting things. They are all one thing really, one truth, that is so simple, but needs so much traveling to get to before anyone who has forgotten it can understand it fully.

Firstly, no matter what you believe, there is one thing that unites all peoples, and that is this:

the filling and beautiful feeling, the existence of love in each persons heart. It is there in everyone, everything, every person and object and idea and feeling. It is the basis of everything. It is the base substance, out of which everything else exists.

If it is not love, it is not there, it is an illusion of the ego, the mind.

This is the great truth, the wonder of life.

Secondly, how you experience reality, that intricate and subtle thing you call real, is your personal creation. You have made it of your love, it is yours wholly and fully, and will always be yours. So, in effect, you are existing inside yourself, or what you think of as your mind. In this way, everything is a reflection of an aspect of yourself, and you recognize it as this also. This means that there is no polarity, no right or wrong, only is, and it is you. Do not judge what it, do not label it, this creates separation.

In that everything is you, so you are everything

This is a part of what is meant by 'all is one'

Everyone else is a part of you, and so you are a part of everyone else. The meaning of love is the recognition that that person is another facet of yourself, and you are a reflection of a part of them. In this way, love can be learnt of all things, and non-things. Fear is the separation of these parts, and the un-acceptance 'that' that is a part of what you think of as yourself. But to join these parts, painful as it may seem, is easy and fulfilling.

To fully love something you do not like or understand, that is to make it a part of yourself again, to un-break yourself. So reach out, be that thing, find it's reflection in your heart, resonate with it and love it, accept it for being there. And you will be whole again.

This is the great secret that is no secret, it is so simple, so real, you can do it today, right now. Accept it, do not fight it. Love truly is all that is, and you are love.Love

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Kami memang berbeda, TETAPI kami Bukan Anak Aneh atau Gila !!!

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e-ticketing development on Merpati's site

The leading Internet Company that represents Indonesia to the international Internet communities together with PT. Merpati Nusantara Airline today sign on an agreement about e-ticketing development on Merpati's site. The partnership agreement is signed by Eka Namara Ginting, CEO of indo.com and Yoyo W. Basuki, EVP Commercial of PT. Merpati Nusantara Airline, to coincide with the visit of New Miss Universe 2001, Danise M. Quinones August at Merpati's Head Quarter.

indo.com has been chosen by PT. Merpati Nusantara Airline as preferred partner to deliver their first step into future technology, that means with its infrastructure and high technology in Internet based software, indo.com has enable PT. Merpati Nusantara Airline website (www.merpati.co.id) to perform online transactions. In other words, it means that now Merpati's Internet users can enjoy www.merpati.co.id's sophisticated technology to buy airline ticket at anytime anywhere.

Further more, in addition to provide the site with high Internet technology, indo.com also completed Merpati's site with its well-known banner link. This link was set up fit to site's design and located at its front page. This way, Merpati's Internet users will gain extra benefit with one-stop-travel-shopping as well as being able to buy their airline tickets online. With indo.com's banner link, Merpati's Internet users can also book their hotel rooms instantly."We are pleased to announce our partnership with indo.com to provide our Internet users with an easy-to-access service to buy airline tickets and to book hotel accommodations at more than 400 hotels in Bali and Indonesia," commends Yoyo W. Basuki about this perfect collaboration. "As well as a variety of activities and travel information provided by indo.com, our Internet users will find many up coming event information that they could enjoy during their visit to Bali and other parts of Indonesia."

To complete the service, now merpati.co.id offer secure online payment to all of their Internet users. The system on this site is possible because of indo.com's excellence tradition of relationship with VeriSign - the biggest international payment gateway - through its' Indonesian affiliate CIPAS.

"Through this partnership, now Merpati's site can generate airline tickets or hotel rooms vouchers for their Internet users instantly. All they have to do is to visit Merpati's site than book their ticket and hotel rooms in real time. And within three minutes - if their transaction is validated by CIPAS - they will receive printable voucher in their e-mail account, which they will have to show it at the check in time," explained Eka. "The booking procedure is so simple! So…for your next holiday, be sure to book your hotel rooms and tickets online!"
Even though the new e-ticketing service from Merpati's has just being launched; it has already received good response from the market. The response showed in last April 29 booking when www.merpati.co.id was just reached testing phase. The airline ticket booking came from Japanese man named Mr. Kazuya Yamanouchi, which follow by others booking at beginning of May.

"With this kind of response, we are pretty sure that this project will be a great success!" commends Yoyo W. Basuki in the end.

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