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Saturday, August 28, 2004

Thank God I have another connection

LOL today lots of internet traffics have been maintance to avoid the jams maybe, LOL.
My friends at indosat feel the same way too, hahaha he said the tower of indosat to small, well make it large then :D. Well just feel damn lucky coz i connect the internet using the SSH wekekeke....
www.mindxpansion.com/options/free.html
www.asx.com.au/markets/pdf/UnderstandingOptions.pdf
www.essextrading.com
finance.wat.ch/cbt/Options/
www.optionsxpress.com/

THose LINK is better than MLM program LOL

I have to get prepared its saturday... catcha latter then..

Friday, August 27, 2004

Gettin close to get an aggrement...

Couple more step heading to the client, hope find the biggest project soon...
I can't write too much.. sorry.. :P

Hey.. cass thanks for your info , I am planning to move if its really necessary...
But I am still confused bout many things , so I'll think about it.. but thanks anyway..cass..

Today I am havin lots of fun, have a little conversation with vic .. fiuh.. have the same opinion bout a Dirty Childish BITCH, he said if you found a girl like that around you or gettin nearby you, DUMP HER a.s.a.p.

And vic told about two girls havin an argument for 1 man, HAHAHA in this age.. girls gettin more cheap N aggresive .. ( well none of my bussiness anyway.. coz their definetly not in my list)

And lots of things makes me laughing , makes my moods gettin better and gettin more excited, I am proud havin friends with lots of sense of humor.. make live more easier even in a difficult situation...







Thursday, August 26, 2004

Surf 4 eve

To live dangerously means to live life as if each moment is its own end.
Each moment has its own intrinsic value.And you are not afraid.
And you know death is there and you accept the fact that death is there, and you are not hiding against death.
In fact, you go and encounter death.

You enjoy those moments of encountering death -- physically, psychologically, spiritually.
Enjoying those moments where you come directly in contact with death,
where death becomes almost a reality, is what I mean when I say live dangerously.

Love brings you face to face with death.
Meditation brings you face to face with death.
Coming to a master is coming to your own death.
Facing somebody who has disappeared, is entering an abyss in which you can be lost, and you can become an anagamin.

Those who are courageous, they go headlong.
They search all opportunities of danger.
Their life philosophy is not that of insurance companies.
Their life philosophy is that of a mountain climber, a glider, a surfer.

And not only in the outside seas they surf; they surf in their innermost seas.
And not only on the outside they climb Alps and Himalayas; they seek inner peaks.
But remember one thing -- never forget the art of risking, never never.
Always remain capable of risking.

And wherever you can find an opportunity to risk, never miss it, and you will never be a loser.

Risk is the only guarantee for being truly alive.



Yahoo messenger new and OLD version ( I'd preffer the old ones, coz the newest is sucks... )

Wednesday, August 25, 2004

HOMESICK

miss the beach... and my surfing fella... , miss the sassy girls next door... they always woke me up in the morning .. they're funny, cute, smart,sexy, friendly, open minded, loves the beach.. but the most important thing, they always honest and loyal... I'll be back... guys.. hope it would be soon... enough to have fun again.. , Take Care...
I don't like being in here for a long time, but I have to do that... Hope u guys understand that T_T

MyMoods :
Tired...Tired...Tired...Tired...Tired...Tired...Tired...Tired...Tired...Tired...
Tired...Tired...Tired...Tired...Tired...Tired...Tired...Tired...Tired...Tired...Tired...
Tired...Tired...Tired...Tired...Tired...Tired...Tired...Tired...Tired...Tired...Tired...

whoopss.. i gotta go, I have some work to do c ya..

Wednesday, August 18, 2004

referensi Abdomen Trauma

haha one of my lecture wants me to make a case about abdomen traumatic, he said " make a reference as much as you can!". Dont worry sir, I'll make those reference as much as I can and hope that would make you throw out , LOL. Hope he dont want me to discus about it.. coz i haven't red it... , just love to collect them.. ugh...
Actually IF my whole damn lecture allow me to study and collect information with my way, I can make them blusshed.. and embarased ( coz they always nagging and arrogant, makes me feel wanna throw out, damned).
I am NOT tring to be an arrogant person but thats the way how my head work out.
I am NOT gonna try to make them proud , SHIT I dont care about that. .
I DON'T need any compliment, coz I dont like it and I DONT NEED IT.

"
If you are an ASHOLE , go act like an ASHOLE
If you are a BITCH , go act like a BITCH
If you are a Nice/kind Person, well good for you, coz its hard to be a good guys.
Coz I do respect people who have the same head and heart, and do as who they really are, and never loose for what they believes ( even if u are a badguys, as long u still have a heart ).

"

These little list hope could make u got a f*****g head ache a bit:
www.cvmbs.colostate.edu/clinsci/wing/abdomtra.html www.madsci.com/manu/trau_abd.htm
http://www.urologyhealth.org/adult/index.cfm?cat=03&topic=36
http://aboutplastic.surgery.uiowa.edu/surgery/physpubs/abdominaltrauma.html
http://www.amershamhealth.com/medcyclopaedia/medical/Volume%20VII/ABDOMINAL%20TRAUMA.ASP http://www.aic.cuhk.edu.hk/web8/abdominal_and_pelvic_injury.htm
http://www.surgical-tutor.org.uk/default-home.htm?core/trauma/abdo_trauma.htm~right
www.nhtsa.dot.gov/people/injury/ems/EMT-P/disk_4%255B1%255D/4-8.pdf+abdomen+trauma&hl=en
http://vumcpolicies.mc.vanderbilt.edu/E-Manual/Hpolicy.nsf/0/471e93a62fa4bff9862569280068378b?OpenDocument&Click
http://education.adam.com/mediademo/images_c/trauma/abdomen/default.htm
http://www.utahmountainbiking.com/firstaid/trunk.htmhttp://www.aibarra.org/Guias/2-5.htm
http://www.emedicine.com/med/topic2805.htm
http://www.surgery.uiowa.edu/surgery/physpubs/abdominaltrauma.html
http://www.emedicine.com/med/topic2704.htm
http://www.cis.upenn.edu/~jclarke/cot.html#penetrating
http://www.emedicine.com/med/topic2881.htm
http://www.mc.vanderbilt.edu/surgery/trauma/Protocols/BarnBowelRegimen.PDF
http://www.trauma.org/resus/DCSoverview.html
http://www.facs.org/dept/trauma/publications/abdominal.pdf
http://www.east.org/tpg/bluntabd.pdfhttp://www.trauma.org/ortho/pelvis.html
http://www.mc.vanderbilt.edu/surgery/trauma/Protocols/BarnKidneyInjGrade.PDF
http://www.laparoscopy.com/radio/pages/trauma.html
http://www.mc.vanderbilt.edu/surgery/trauma/Protocols/BarnLiverInjGrade.PDF
http://www.east.org/tpg/chap6body.html
http://www.mc.vanderbilt.edu/surgery/trauma/Protocols/BarnPancreasInjGrade.PDF
http://www.mc.vanderbilt.edu/surgery/trauma/Protocols/BarnKidneyInjGrade.PDF
http://www.mc.vanderbilt.edu/surgery/trauma/Protocols/BarnLiverInjGrade.PDF
http://www.mc.vanderbilt.edu/surgery/trauma/Protocols/BarnSpleenInjGrade.PDF
http://www.mc.vanderbilt.edu/surgery/trauma/Protocols/BarnVisPREGN00.pdf
http://www.emedicine.com/med/topic2801.htm
http://www.emedicine.com/emerg/topic484.htm
http://www.east.org/tpg/chap9body.html
http://www.trauma.org/cases/case003.html
http://www.trauma.org/abdo/renal/intro.html
http://www.mc.vanderbilt.edu/surgery/trauma/Protocols/BarnSPLEEN00.PDF
http://www.emedicine.com/med/topic2792.htm
http://www.cis.upenn.edu/~traumaid/home.html
http://www.emedicine.com/med/topic3268.htm
http://www.trauma.org/radiology/FASTintro.html
http://www.nyerrn.com/er/tpics.htm
http://www.ngha.med.sa/Education/Academic/ATLS/atls.html
http://64.233.161.104/search?q=cache:_B4DVCIar-EJ:
www.defence.gov.au/dpe/dhs/infocentre/publications/journals/NoIDs/
adfhealth_apr04/ADFHealth_5_1_24-28.pdf+atls+abdomen+trauma&hl=id
http://emergencymedicine.mc.vanderbilt.edu/residency/summaries/trauma2.html
http://www.snowtigermed.com/cgi-local/viewarticle.pl?&doc=20010607004453


"easy come easy go.. bye bye..."

Friday, August 13, 2004

I am going to forgot you

I don't wanna see you anymore, pls stay away from me. Thats enough I think we dont have alot in common...
You're too difficult to understand for me, besides I know a girl like you ( I can read what's on your f****n Head)... I gotta go... farewell to you babe..

Thursday, August 12, 2004

gettin more to the bottom

My God... everythings seems unpredictable, can't control my self to stay on track.. everything are so boring..., Got lot of works to do, formal and informal stuff, both are important but... I can't concentrace, everythings seems blue.. I don't like this feeling, I have to stay away from you.. It might resulting the happiness in the future ,further more it can resulting the downfall time. Coz you can't understand me, I know you tried to even not with full of your heart. Well i dont care about that, "what you did is what you get".

I dont mean to be grudge, I just want you to understand what I feel.

Fortunately I found suprNova ( click u'll be feel lucky as I am) from Rob , so I can get some sleep.. zzzzz

Monday, August 09, 2004

everything is sucks

My damn moods is goin up and down.. arghhh.... I Feel very unconfortable, specially YOU who always do the childish things when i feel bored , a piece of annoying things can make me keep silent, but that just me : p. I wish you can make me smile.. /sob

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